I really didnt know what to name this post mainly because I'm a liytke upset so this is going to be one of my first depressing post. If you are a blog reader right now, I love you.
In a way I feel like this is a post that has been buried deep within me, but because I've been so happy for the past few months and especially weeks, I never thought it was important enough to blog about since it was all in the past, and times are over, but I was wrong.
Okay so it all began at 9ish after I was done with my #foreveralone dinner.
My dad wanted me to go take a shower. Maybe to prevent future #foreveraloness
I went on ourworld of course because I knew some awesome people would still be on or at least hope so *coughs* Tiff. but I got a bigger suprise-Diana SO OF COURSE I HAD TO STAY ON.
By that time, my other new friend was on and sge grouped me so we all went to buzz to have a good time COZ THATS LIKE THE CLUB \ BAR ON OW. They just name it Buzz so it'll sound classier.
"I'm going to Buzz to get some coffee."
TRANSLATION.
"I'm going to Buzz to grind on some chicks and get high. Maybe fuck a statue or two."
We went to Buzz and we met two awesomely weird dudes. They caught my attention because they were iverly perverted and one had a beard that looked like pubes. #awesome
So everything was going okay and then somehow we even talked about Vampire Diaries. o.O #wtf
By this time my dad was asking me to take a shower because he does not want a stinky daughter. I was also getting tired so I decided to call it a night and go take a shower with mr. ducky and pink showercap and fresh soap and tresemee BUT THATS NOT HOW LIFE WORKS IS IT?!
I was about to logg off when this random girl pops up at Buzz. She was very yellow and short. I didnt paid much attention to her. Perhaphs it wa 10:45ish and I wanted to visit Mr. Ducky and dream about the guy I like somemore?
Until she she started opening her mouth and began telling my friend and her friends who I just met that they're fake, have no friends, no one likes them, etc etc
At first it was a littke fuzzy since they all knew each other pretty well.
"Maybe she was kidding?" Lorr.
"Maybe this is just a prank?" Not seemly.
"Maybe she's angry chuck norris? During his visit to Rome someone must've stolen his pony and he came back to 2012 for revenge or something at random people from Buzz."
After about five minutes of this I began getting a little defensive since one of them was going out with my very old friend abd also because she began threatening them. Sortof. Not really threatening but you'll see what I mean when you read ahead.
"I have friends, you don't. You have no friends. You only have two friends while I have a lot. Your friends all hate you and one of them is telling me to spy on you. I won't tell you who. You have no friends. etc etc BTW DID I MENTION YOU HAVE NOFRIENDS?! D": DID I MENTION THAT?!?!?!"
The stuff I added was in CAPs. sorry, she just said it so many times that I had to say that. #omg Like trying to make everyone feel shitty about themselves, aye?!
I didnt bash on her after she said that, even after she did it the secod time, I didnt bash on her. Instead, I tried to ease the tension by making the situation a tad bit humorous. YANOO HOPING YOU PEOPLE COULD FIND PEACE AND STOP REMINDING ME THAT I HAVE NO FRIENDS
My friends who had common sense, laughed and it eased on the tension. Then of course the girl didnt find me funny at all and continue calling Micky and her friends that she has no friends, she's spying on us because her friend backstabs her, etc etc. WHY D": WHY MUST YOU NOT LAUGH AT MY JOKES?! D": I DONT CARE IF THEYRE NOT FUNNY! I'M GIVING UP MR DUCKY TIME IN ORDER TO MAKE JOKES!!
Fine. I can stand you not laughing at my jokes.
FINE. I even forgive you for taking up my ducky time.
DOUBLE FINE. I can stand you ignoring my attempts to make peace and continue to ignore my efforts.
BUT I CANT STAND YOU CONTINUOUSLY BAGGING ON MY FRIEND AND HER FRIENDS WHEN ITS CLEAR THAT I AM TRYING TO BE THE ATTENTION WHORE OF THE GROUP. *GASP* HOW DARE YOU COME AND TRY TO GRAB THE ATTENTION!!!!!!!!!!!! :O ALL MINE I TELL YOU!!!!
Plus to exentuate that SHE HAD TO ADD SPAM.
Its not like good or useful spam. its spam that basically consists of dots and periods
".........................................................................."
over.
and over.
AND OVER.
again.
I grouped Diana and basically the whole chat got filled with ...s every two seconds.
I tried making one last funny remark before I got pissed off. Honestly, I was pissed off. Not only was I tired, not only did i smell of January 7th, not only did I miss my early showertime, you had to bully my friend and her friends, plus you had to spam my box with useless stuff.
FINE. I TRIED ONE MORE TIME TO MAKE YOU LAUGH.
" LAH, PERIODS :( SMH MUST BE THAT TIME OF THE MONTH. SO MANY OF THEM. COULD GET PREGNANT."
And then what did you have to do? PERIOD SOMEMORE AND THEN REMIND EVERYBODY THAT THEY HAVE NO FRIENDS.
"no offense, but you have no right telling them who they are, what they are, they have no friends? yeah okay. what youre saying is just a whole bunch of chit."
AND ITS TRUE. They still all got me and that's one friend, plus cameron and micky are going out so two right there, so WHAT A LOAD OF BULLSHIT. I dont even care if she's saying shit about me behind my back. I DONT EVEN CARE IF SHES TRYING TO COVINCE RORO TO BREAK UP WITH ME #WTF. I DONT CARE ABOUT WHAT SHES DONE IN THE PAST. WHAT I CARE ABOUT IS WHAT SHE IS NOW. How she treats me NOW. So far, so good. Until I find further suspicions that's all I know: She's been good to me. She hasnt offended me.
Honestly, I really hate bullying and things like that. I never really found out why. It could be because I was bullied my fourth year of primary school. I know I was a little kid then, but I used to be te type of kid who would smile at everything, love, appreciate, and I was just happy. At fourth year, towards the end, I got bullied. It wasnt hardcore at school, in fact at the end of te school year there was barely, but in the summer I would get teased and stuff. To me that was like the end of the world and it made me qyestion myself. I was almost completely miserable. Fifth year, I remember I began dreading to go to school because I was so sad, being teased in by those two groups of girls at home; in schools there wasnt much bullying though, but I would just feel so horrible about everything, so vulnerable, and so sad. Then I got to middle school and I was happy because it was a new start but I was so not confident. afterwards, I found my group of friends and slowly gained my confidence back, happiness, and love. I'm still not perfect, I mean last year was one of the worst times of my life. I was going through depression and exactly a year ago in January, I actually tried to commit suicide. If it wasnt for my parents, then I would've probably died, or gotton some sort of damage. It wasnt the bullying, but it was depression. WTF ONLY LATER I FOUND OUT IT WAS GENETIC IN MY MOMS SIDE OF THE FAMILY. One of the people who used to bully ne, we became really good friends, like sisters. The others, well I never hear from them anymore. Occaisonally on the bus, when its all packed, I sit with her on the same seat and talk about our grades and gossip about our teachers #wtf DONT BULLY GUYS. IT'S DOUCHEBAG THING TO DO. PREVENT DOUCHEBAGGERYNESS.
So thats probably why I'm so oddfensive. Plus, it's ourworld. What can you really bully people for?! THAT THEYRE A NOOB AND HAVE NO FRIENDS?!?$!!!?!?!
On with the story. After I said that the girl continued to spam, and then *gasps*
I WAS SO READY FOR HER TO TELL ME FOR THE BILLIONTH TIME AND EVERYBODY ELSE THAT WE HAVE NO FRIENDS. BUT SHE SAID SOMETHING ELSE.
"You're a noob."
ODJSLDHDKSJFJSJJFDJJSSKRJDIFKDKFJFKDJ :O I COULDNT BELIEVE MY EARS!!! I FINALLY HAVE FRIENDS?!?!?! :D
Then of course micky tries to tell her how she has some rares and super rares so she doesnt understand why she's a noob and everyone else does too.
Then of course it comes down to her, and she says
"Yes, but you dont have any desirable super rares, so you're a noob."
Then I once again got angry and said
"OMG IKR!?!?!!??!?? IM SUCH A NOOB!! HONESTLY! I LOOK LIKE A HOBO!! WTF MY EYE TATOO LOOKS AS IF IVE BEEN MUGGED AND THEN ONE OF THE MUGGARS HELD ME DOWN AND TATOOED MY EYE!!"
Then she called us nerd. OMG I STILL HAVE FRIENDS!! :D
THEN SHE HAD TO REMIND ME THAT U HAVE NO FRIENDS AND SHE HAS EVERY SINGLE FRIEND UNDER THE SUN AKA A LOT OF FRIENDS.
"You guys have no friends, I have so many friends who are TRUE friends."
OMG :( YOU MUST BE SOME KIBD OF MAGIC GENIE OR SOMETHING!!! JUST LIKE THAT! I HAVE NO FRIENDS!!
ME:
" I KNOW I HAVE NO FRIEDS! WDF! :( I HAVE NO FRIENDS IN RL."
LOL AND THEN I USED SARAH'S QUOTE
"Why do I need friends when I have dumb people like you to argue with?!"
COS HONESTLY. I'm really bad with the whole fighting thing.
ME: "THAS WHY I COME ON HERE TO SPEND MY LIFE AWAY TO EARN SUPER RARES JIST LIKE YOU SO I WOULD BE ACCEPTED BY THE PEOPLE OF OW. ITS OKAY. WE BOTH DONT HAVE FRIENDS, WE'RE ON THE SAME BOAT :( #NOLIVES."
Then she told me how she has a life, she's popular, and I dont eant to annoy you guys but what else?
*gives you a moment*
YES.
other stuff happened too, (like how she was stalking micky and her friends because one of their friends secretly hates them so he/she sent her to spy o_o) but It would take a long time to tell all. maybe if you catch ne online ow, ask
Then I got distracted after Diana came and we talked about te past and how our lives are doing so far, updatig each other. #lol
never ever hire me as a gangsta. i'd be too sidetracked.
TANNER CAME ON :D
Diana and I stalked him and we said byebye to her spams and her depressing famous quote :(
Tanner was at Nevermore Cafe thing #lol doesnt exactly brighten the mood BUT HEY ITS. TANNER!
we talked and talkrd. the three of us. this time I was extremely tired. I was going to log off when tanner loggs off but then we grouped Cameron. After Cameron, came Micky. After Micky came her friends. AFTER HER FRIENDS CAME THE PERSON ACCUSING US IF HAVING NO FRIENDS AND HER OTHER ACCOUNT.
Take a moment to imagine that.
Just. Take. A. Moment.
Idk. would you be pissed?
THE FIRST THING SHE DID WAS TO SPANEVERYTHING AND MADE DIANA LOAD SO SLOW AS WELL AS MANY OTHERS.
I wasnt really pissed. considering I was tired and 11 at night. YES. it was that late.
I was THAT TIRED. Then I did the mature thing and flagged her.
Okay, not very the mature thing. The mature thing would be to go to my condo and group everybody. Then block her from my condo, but it was late and I was tired. lah
Then she returns on her real account and tells us "Haha, I have this accoubt and many more other accounts. Plus I know a glitch that can make me return back."
Very rub-it-in your face-ish.
Then I grouped Zim hoping we can all flag her again. Zim came and tried to make it humourous but of coyrse she spammed everyone.
WE COMEDIANS HAVE ALL TRIED AND LOST HOPE.
I wa lagging bad so I refreshed. Zim also left (must've given up hope) and so did Cameton who stalked mega tired michi. THEN EVERYONE FOLLOWED CAMERON. except for diana.
After I just hung out because she stalked us no more :D FREE OF SPAM. Diana then grouoed me. ABD THERE SHEWAS.
WITH TWO OTHER GIRLS GANGING UP ON DIANA.
How us this fair exactly?
What were their comments?
"You're a noob, look at your level, youre a noob"
PISSED. OFF.
Blew up. blew up.
After when they had nothing to say, they had to use RACISM?!?!? ARE YOU SERIOUS?!?!?!?
Racism...WOW. This is the twenty first century... #shocked
Me: "Wow this is the twenty first century..."
still #shocked. honestly, i was and still am genuinely shocked that you had to stoop that low to use prejudice. no, that is not going to work for me.
Me: "Many Africans may not need you, but you need them. you cant provide them anything, but you need them to survive. If you havent realised we have a black president.."
HerFriend1: "Obama is a bad president"
I forgot if she said bad or horrible.
WTF. WHY ARE YOU SO RUDE, CUTTING OFF ME?!?!?
And okay. If you think Obama is a bad President, that's your opinion. That's great. If you don't agree with one of his programs, then write a complaint letter, do something, or do nothing. Race doesnt matter. It never mattered. There are some of the greatest leaders and speakers who were African American. Martin Luther King, Jr. is one of the most eloquent speakers I've ever heard. Every single time he speaks, or whenever e gave a speech, he never, once, looked down on his cards. When he spoke, he spoke to the people. When he spoke, he poured his heart out for everyone to see what he believef was right. His voice allowed sincerity, love, and enlightment to pass through. It's sad how you're allowing your ignorant self to disrespect this history, people like him, just to try to make one person or race feel bad about themselves. On Obama, and his case, his actions are controversial, but he worked hard to get where he is. No ine can argue that. Back when he went to school, that time period, you have to admit, even though there were laws already established against segregation, and inequalities, there was still prejudice. It was like a glass wall, or for some, solid. Obama's achievement on his education and his political career was very hard to get. Sucess us hard to reach when prejudice is who you're up against, but if you are willing to work hard, and aim, you will ahieve. No one can argue his position was not easy to achieve. Besides, if anything ever happens to him before his term is served, then United States will be in great vulnerbility. Why do you think the President is always guarded?
I HSVE COME TO REALISE PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY UNDERSTAND MY CHATS ARE PEOPLE WHO ARE MORE INTELLIGENT. I COULD SAY ONE SENTENCE TO SOMEONE WITH HIGHER ITELLIGENCE BUT I HAD TO USE A WHOLE PARAGRAPH TO EXPLAIN TO THAT ONE PERSON -_- #OMLWTF
Oh and to explain on the whole "bad president" thing. In every country and ethnicity there is always at least one bad leader. Ex. China-Cixi, USA-Hoover, Germany-Hitler, Italy-Moussolini, France- Marie Antionette and King Louis, Rome- Nero ETC.
ARE YOU SUPRISE THAT BAD LEADERS COULD BE OTHER RACES TOO?!
btw I tried using more of the famous bad leaders or te less controversial ones.
Oh and then she went to use the racist joke herself and she had to turn to her fried and ask her if she was black.
LOL #FAIL.
I THOUGHT YOU HAD THE CLOSEST FRIEND AND MOSTS FRIENDS AND YOU ALL VIDEOCAM AND SHIT. SO DOES THAT ONE PARTICULAR FRIEND VIDEOCAM WITH A BROWN PAPER BAG OVER HER HEAD?!?!
so i found that halarious and began saying:
"WOOT WOOT WOOT WOOT WOOT WOOT WOOT WOOT*CLAPS CLAPS CLAPS CLAPS CLAPS* FRIEND OF THE YWAR GOES TO YOU!!!!!!!!"
REPEATEDLY.
She: "I think she isnt, but once she said she was and then put a JK after. but when she said she was white she put a jk after that too."
SHIT FRIEND.
Then when Diana left, she began ganging up on me. #wtf
Her: "Oh at least I'm not like Aphrothena who puts on every damn super rare she has. you're hoping to get people to look at you ad say 'omg she's so cool. she looks so cool, let's add her?!' wow. im not like you who puts on every single suprrare i have because I have real friends."
SOSOSOSOSOSO
When you dont put on superares, you're a noob because you don't have a desirable item?! but when you're me and put on superares, you must be a loser who doesnt have real friends?
BIGGEST HYPOCRITE OF THE YEAR AWARD GOES TO YOU, DEAR.
LETS ALL CLAP FOR THIS BIG ACCOMPLISHMENT.
*gives moment for all blog readers to clap*
Okay, so the way I dress is so wrong, BUT DRESSING LIKE YOU- small, with preschool outfit, teo superare on is okay,
BUT WHEN I PUT ON FOUR DESIRABLE SUPERARES, its so wrong?!?!?
THATS BECAUSE YOU GET PEANUT SUPERARES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You're trying to tell me that if you had cupid ribbon in black, vamp teeth, bad and good bunny sets IN ALL COLOURS, ghost potion, midnight crow wings, crystal flake wings, AND EVERYTHING ELSE, YOU WILL NEVER PUT ON MORE THAN TWO DESIRABLE SUPER RARES?!?!?!
BULLLLLLLLSHIT. I dont need to wait until next year to take sociology class to figure this one out.
Maybe she does have every single super rare under the sun but decides that she doesnt want to put them in her brag bag for sime reason, or wear them, because she's just a nice person or just doesnt lije to show off *shrugs*
LOLOLOL BUT THAT DOESNT MAKE SENSE CONSIDERING HOW SHE ALWAYS HAS TO REMIND US OF HAVING NO FRIENDS.
I cant really confirm anything since I didnt check her brag bag, but she did have on crystal flake eyepiece and cashmere paws? i think. but i think those are the only big super raresshe owns because when she changed outfits they were still on her too.
And if shedoes turn out to have every super rare under the sun, then congratz. YOU ARE A GOOD PERSON IN NOT BRAGGING. Maybe that will amend your bad deed for telling everyone they have no friends.
Honestly, it's not like i'm pushing myself into your view am i? do i wear a jet back and a "grow me potion" and kick your face whenever i enter the same room as you?
NO.
besides, i dont put on every single super rare i own. if you chek my gifts/trade bb you can see that... #wtf why am i defending myself?
and if you turn out to come from a country like britian or russia I duno why you cant leave me alone since we are already so far apart physically....
Ad on the whole friend thing. I dont mind being on ourWorld :) I never regretted it. Yeah, I love my real life friends too. In fact, some of you might be reading it right now and you know I love you, but I also love my ourworld friends as well. Like most of you on my friends list are so sweet and I got to know you on a personal level. I wouldnt have traded you guys or any of this experience for the world. I love meeting you guys. Yeah, I have to plan my time more wiselyfor homework and stuff. So what? Yeah, I get ibto conflicts with my real like friends about it. So what? All of you, from my real life or online are all special. Behind every computer is a person with feelings. We all love, hate, cry, laugh, but what brings us together is our hope and individuality. I wouldbt trade thatfor the world <3
I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS <3
Okay spent end of twelve o clock tying this on my iphon in bed and now its 4:30 am. :) Happy january 8th! :)
